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[Sep. 19th, 2008|10:39 pm] |
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Hmm, I didn't get that second job, and I am not searching for a second job only because HT is giving me a raise and working me a hell of a lot more than they were. Yay! Next Sunday is the day that I get to go back up front. Thank God, because that leaves me with not having to deal with HT's bull shit and throwing me around to a different department every other day. I will strictly be up front, unless I need a day here and there for more hours. Other than that, they can fuck off.
On a different note, my mom is also giving me enough money for 4 semesters of school. Which is another reason why I am not needing that second job. Hopefully I can make enough money to where I can leave for Wilmington in January. If not, then looks like another semester at home. I'll take a few online classes and what not because I have made the promise to myself that I will not take a whole year off. There's no way in hell that I will go back to ACC, so I will be ok with online classes. That way I can work whenever I want and still get my credits and classes taken care of. The only reasons why I am not doing that now is because I have had way too much shit happen and I just need to take a couple months to breathe and not really worry about anything except for making money, also I didn't have $1,000 for this semester. If I were to just take one class it'd be pointless because driving back and forth would waste too much gas. I am too stressed out to really be thinking about anything right now. Work stresses me out enough putting up with the bull shit. Felt like ranting and no one was around to talk to.
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[Aug. 10th, 2008|09:12 pm] |
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Oh wow it sure has been a while. Well, I am single again after almost 4 years. It sucks to say the least because I couldn't be any more lonely. Enough of that...I applied for this waitressing job a couple minutes from Harris Teeter and I am just waiting to hear back from them to see if I got the job or not!! Ugh, if I don't then off to job searching again. No matter what I am getting a second job. Teeter isn't paying me enough, and there is no way in hell I am going to be able to save up and move to Wilmington in January with what I am making at the moment. It's quite frustrating. Nothing else going on in my life except boredom, loneliness, and being broke.
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[Nov. 30th, 2007|12:18 am] |
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Okie dokie then. Hell week is coming upon me. Well, I have a 6 page essay due on Tuesday that I have hardly started on, an 8 page lab report due next Thursday that I haven't started yet, as well as a 5-6 page paper due in English on the 10th. Yay for writing!! If only I liked it.
But yeah, I have classes on Monday the 10th. Which is the final and last day for any classes, YAY! Exams start on Tuesday and I have to drive all the way over there Tuesday morning to turn in my take home exam that I will get the 4th. Hopefully I can turn it in that Monday so I don't have to waste 70 miles worth in gas. Ugh, then one exam on Wednesday, one on Thursday, and one at 8 (the class is normally at 9:05) Friday morning. Slap me!
Definitely not looking forward to that week one bit. But hey it's ok because I have from 11 that Friday the 14th, or whenever I finish the exam, until January 13 to work and make a shit load of money and relax.
Ha, the weekend before I go back to school I'm going to Snowshoe Mountain in WV to go skiing with Kate, Jordan, and my boo...possibly another 2 people. That's one long drive. A month later I am headed down to Daytona, Florida because I am taking Shane to the Daytona 500 for his Christmas gift. It's just something he has always wanted to do, so I am giving him the opportunity to finally go on this 50th anniversary race. Now THAT'S a long drive. I was going to pay for the whole thing which is like 700+ for both tickets, but madre said no. So, I made it a joint thing because I was getting his butt to Florida to see that race! Madre doesn't know I bought the tickets yet but that's ok. I'm just waiting for Shane to pay me back for his half before I tell her.
Hmm, what else is going on in my life?? Well, my mom was on a job site and she was measuring some walls upstairs and she stepped backward onto a stairwell and completely tumbled and fell down the stairs. She didn't break anything but her ankle sure is twice as big as her other one so she's on crutches for a little while because she's definitely not comfortably walking for a while. She smacked her head pretty hard on the stairs and that gave her this nice big bump on the back of her head as well as this big attractive scratch on her forehead. When falling backward, she smacked the top of her spinal area on her back pretty hard and received a brutal stair burn and bruise. Along with that, a bunch more bruises on her body that aren't pretty. But she's got her some serious pain medication, so she'll be ok.
Definitely don't feel like putting up clean laundry right now because there's so much of it!!!
But hey someone's gotta do it.
My step-dad is back in our lives. Can't and don't really want to explain why or how but they are, and Ken and my mom are happier than ever. But, it's nice to finally see her really happy again.
OK, that's all for now.
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[Oct. 14th, 2007|11:45 pm] |
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Haven't posted in a while. Life = busy as hell. I had the week off from school. So, in that week I cut 13 inches of my hair off, went to the fair with Shane and spent the night at his house, worked a 14 hour shift the next morning, and then worked a few more days other than that, and got completely wasted my first night off from school. It's been pretty nice.
Tomorrow is my first day back to school since the 5th. Really not looking forward to going back because I have a paper due on Tuesday, a rough draft of another paper due, as well as a test in Biology sometime at the end of this week. EWW!! But luckily, I am not working too much.
Speaking of work, I was offered the customer service clerk position which equals more pay, more responsibility, and bossing people around, YAY! And I have no idea when I am going to start training for that. I just hope it's not anytime this week because I have so much crap on my plate right now.
I guess I should start getting my stuff ready for tomorrow and maybe go to bed b/c 6:30 is going to come really quickly. Ewwness for waking up early.
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[Sep. 24th, 2007|11:48 pm] |
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Oh let's see I haven't been on here in God knows how long. I have been super busy with school and work. I don't really sleep anymore. Shane is working all of the time so I don't see him much anymore. He is now working the 12 in the afternoon to whatever shifts instead of the 5-11 ones, so whenever I get out of my classes in the afternoon I won't have any chance of ever seeing him again when I drive by his house everyday. SO that's put an even bigger bummer on the problems that we are having. The main cause of these things...if you guessed work you were right, that and the people he works with. I hate Steak and Shake and will never support them with my money ever again, unless I'm desperate and nothing is open or that's the last restaurant on earth...maybe. I will never step foot into his work ever again especially when I am with him because of the people there. You might be thinking, oh that's a little harsh. But there's so much into that, that I don't even want to explain. It pisses me off just thinking about it.
Other than those problems, school's kinda bitch slapping me in the ass, but I'm climbing myself back up. I made a few really bad test scores for the beginning of the semester, but I am making those up with a few really good assignments and essays and shit. Plus a test here and there. I have always done poorly when it comes to a new semester, but I manage to pick myself back up.
Ugh I have my first lab report due on Thursday on the one lab that didn't really make sense to me. Plus a test in that lab the same day. Fucking teacher, I do have a life outside of school perhaps, like work so I can even pay for the gas to come to your class!! Plus other classes. Non sympathetic little buggers. Oh well, that's college for you. They don't give a damn about you or your grades, for the most part. I have one teacher that's actually pretty nice about everything.
Planning on going to the band's Myrtle Beach competition this weekend with Kristin and maybe someone else so I have to ask someone to work for me for a day and a half that I'm scheduled. Ugh that'll be fun. The trip as well, I just hope they do a lot better than they did last week. They received a 60.25 at the Danville, VA competition this past weekend. Yeah, one word for you, OUCH! Cottrell must have been pissed. I haven't talked to him yet about it. Shoot, I don't even know what the rating for that is. I hope I'm not going down there for nothing. I'll just have to see what happens.
For now, I have math homework to do and I really don't feel like doing it.
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[Sep. 7th, 2007|10:23 pm] |
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Yay, I got my new laptop today and am extremely excited!!! I heart Best Buy.
Ok, that's all because I have so much to do and so little time to do it in.
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[Sep. 3rd, 2007|01:49 pm] |
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So, ACC is going pretty well so far. It sure is nice to get a break from it all. I have had Thursday through Sunday off of work. And obviously today off of school. And of course the most amazing holiday weekend as always...my birthday/Labor Day weekend. I'm finally 18! I know I'm a youngin', but good lord it feels good.
So, yeah Friday after school I was nice enough to go and pick Madison up from NC State and take her to her car so she could come home. We had dinner and chilled out for a while at her house. Once her parents left we had a few different shots of some of their liquor and said that we needed to stop because we didn't want to make it noticeable. About an hour or two later Nick Lassiter calls me to say hey and see what I was doing. Him and Kristin had planned the night for a load of drinking. So, we invited them over for the night. We ended up drinking a whole bottle of Kahlua, one hue bottle of margarita mix, and one little one, Nick had a whole bottle of everclear, we all had several margaritas, I had three solo cups full, plus at the end I had a shot of Tequila. Other than the Tequila shot, it was a pretty damn good night. We all passed out around 3 and were woken up around 9 the next morning.
I came home because my family party was Saturday afternoon, which was pretty nice and relaxing. Then my mom gave me a goblet of wine, which was probably equal to about 3 tall glasses. Heh, 3 large pieces of the icing doused cake, a game of rummikub, and a game of spades later, we crashed around 2 or so.
On Sunday, Shane, Jillian, baby Tyler, my mom, and I went to go see this concert with the NC Symphony and a woman named Tift Merritt, who was amazingly good. Her music was really soothing, which is exactly what I had needed.
Now, after staying up until 4 last night, I need a nap and I have to be at work at 5 this evening until 11. Then I have to come home and do some homework for tomorrow. BLARG!!! But overall my Birthday was pretty good, I could have been a little more peppier and less depressed, but it was still nice.
Plus the fact that I haven't slept in my own bed since Thursday night hasn't helped, because through all of this I didn't get one good night's sleep. NOT ONE!!! And that's what I should have had, but didn't. Oh well, I will one day. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2007|10:46 pm] |
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Let's see, I started my first day at ACC on Wednesday and so far my classes seem okay. The only that's really going to be a drag is my 3 hour long Biology lab at the end of the day on Thursdays. My teacher gives us breaks though which is nice.
Ok, so here's the schedule:
MWF: Biology 9:05-10:00, Precalc Algebra 12:40-1:35 (easy huh?)
T: English 9:35-11, Coll. Stu. Success 11:10-12:05, Precalc Lab 12:20-2:20
TH: English 9:35-11:00, Biology Lab 12:45-3:50
MWF are pretty nice and easy going, but Tuesdays and Thursdays are pretty bitchy. All of this includes waking up extra early so I have time to get ready and drive the 40 minutes that I have to drive, as well as possibly working the night after. Yay! for the start of an insane, sleepless life.
So, yeah that's what I have been up to. That, and working my ass off. But yeah Shane got his new Truck today. It's a white 2005 Chevy Colorado. It's nice and everything but I do hate trucks. Whatever, as long as he's happy. Once he came into my driveway and showed me around his new truck he gave me a present for our 3-year anniversary. It was basically a replacement diamond ring for the one that came off of my finger at Ken's house somewhere. Except this one has more diamonds. It has the three past, present, future diamonds, and a bunch of smaller diamonds to the left and right of the three. giddiness major
mkay definite down time, laters |
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[Aug. 8th, 2007|12:23 am] |
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Hm Kings Dominion for t he second time this summer was of course fun. It was nice to spend one last day with some of my girls before we do our separate things. The best thing was on the way home. We stopped at the first rest stop in North Carolina and before we left was an adorable orange tabby kitten that looked like someone had just left him there. He had a flea collar and was starvin. So here we are at about 1 in the morning or so driving home with a hungry kitten for about an hour and a half or so. Hell, he kept us awake.
Hmm, been working my ass off lately so I can have enough money for my books and everything for ACC. Orientation is definitely this Thursday and I have no idea on what I need or want to take this semester. I put in about 35 hours this past week and I'm putting in about 28 this week. Now those are going to be two pretty nice paychecks which will probably end up all going towards books and school supplies, woo hoo!
It doesn't help that the bank didn't fully give me my entire nice sized paycheck one week. So, I have to go to the bank at Fearrington in the morning to resolve this problem once and for all and get my freaking money!
Shane and I went to Wrightsville Beach today and got unexpectedly fried. Yeah it was hot and sunny everywhere else, but there it was very hazy and only in the lower 80s. Still very nice though and we had our fun for the day.
Off to bed to be re-energized for another insane busy day! Blarg. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2007|12:20 am] |
(post about a week old, damn internet went out on me)
California and Lake Tahoe were amazing. I definitely want to live at Lake Tahoe when I retire...hoping that I have at least $4 million considering that's how much most of the houses there cost. San Francisco was nice but really foggy and kind of chilly.
All in all everything was beautiful and hopefully I will have the chance to go back again with Shane's family.
After 10 days of vacationing with my love and his family I had to go to work the very day I came home. Our flight didn't come in until about 1 in the morning and we didn't get home until about 2:30-3. I had to be at work from 7pm-11pm. Good lord I was tired. Thankfully they didn't chump me out on my hours when I got back, though. I have almost 34 hours of work this week and my only days off are Tuesday and Friday. Friday I am going to Kings Dominion with Katelin and Elizabeth, which means that I will definitely have to wake up really early after working until 9 Thursday night. It'll be fun though.
Tomorrow I have to go over to ACC to register for my classes and what not, that'll be fun, not. And God only knows how long that's going to take.
My sleep schedule sucks because I still feel like I'm three hours behind the time that it really is. Damn time zones. I didn't go to bed until 5 this morning and wake up until 4 in the afternoon. Arg, and now I'm wide awake and it's almost 1. I don't know what to do with myself |
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